woe little one
no one ever talks about men that disappear each year in the same context as women that disappear. when a women is missing it's surely to be a man that has caused this misfortune, but when a man disappears people usually think it's because of some financial or family situation that makes him stage a disappearing act. that's not really fair at all. i know that i alone am responsible for five of the disappearances that occurred to men in my particular part of the u s last year alone. in a way it's a good thing .operating in the manner i do ,with no questions asked, frees me. and actually they haven't disappeared, I know exactly where they are. one of them is dangling from my bracelet right now. he's so cute. I got this one from a nightclub that my friend works at. he said his name was chuck, but I changed that along with some other things for him. now his name is Gabriel and instead of being six foot two , now he's just the two. he usually has this painfully startled look on his face. but he is my newest one, and that look will soon fade-in think he is starting to realize that I'm not going to hurt him. he is more like a playmate to me, like it or not. he will someday be a willing companion to me. that is , when he starts listening better. i think he might still be in shock. but I'm taking my time with him. I'm going to start taking him with me when I go out soon. I'll probably have to take him out in a secretive way at first. maybe in my pocket or better yet ,my favorite way is in my shoe or stockings. I think he might like the latter idea better, since that really is the way we met. he admired my outfit, but was steady looking at my legs while we talked. I knew he wasn't used to seeing a women dressed like I was in real life. I do take pride in being a shocking individual. anyway, to get back to my original thought. I have to say I have a very soft spot for my little guys. no one ever thinks that some tragedy has befallen them. they are labeled deadbeats and are considered to be something other than real men. but they keep me very happy and the satisfaction they bring, is something for them to be proud of. I just felt the need to take up for them publicly for once .I'm just glad no one is looking for them.

ANTEATER