woe little one
no one ever talks about men that disappear each year in the same context as women that
disappear. when a women is missing it's surely to be a man that has caused this
misfortune, but when a man disappears people usually think it's because of some financial or family situation that makes him stage a disappearing
act. that's not really fair at all. i know that i alone am responsible for five of the
disappearances that occurred to men in my particular part of the u s last year
alone. in a way it's a good thing .operating in the manner i do ,with no questions
asked, frees me. and actually they haven't disappeared, I know exactly where they
are. one of them is dangling from my bracelet right now. he's so cute. I got this one from a nightclub that my friend works
at. he said his name was chuck, but I changed that along with some other things for
him. now his name is Gabriel and instead of being six foot two , now he's just the
two. he usually has this painfully startled look on his face. but he is my newest
one, and that look will soon fade-in think he is starting to realize that I'm not going to hurt
him. he is more like a playmate to me, like it or not. he will someday be a willing companion to
me. that is , when he starts listening better. i think he might still be in
shock. but I'm taking my time with him. I'm going to start taking him with me when
I go out soon. I'll probably have to take him out in a secretive way at first.
maybe in my pocket or better yet ,my favorite way is in my shoe or stockings. I think he might like the latter idea
better, since that really is the way we met. he admired my outfit, but was steady looking at my legs while we
talked. I knew he wasn't used to seeing a women dressed like I was in real life. I
do take pride in being a shocking individual. anyway, to get back to my original
thought. I have to say I have a very soft spot for my little guys. no one ever thinks that some tragedy has befallen
them. they are labeled deadbeats and are considered to be something other than real
men. but they keep me very happy and the satisfaction they bring, is something for them to be proud
of. I just felt the need to take up for them publicly for once .I'm just glad no one is looking for them.
ANTEATER